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Khaled
on Khaled!
So the webmasters asked me to write about myself: Cairo 10 Jan 2004
Well...
I told them If I'm writing about myself I'd rather be really
honest. I try to be... How
honest Could I be anyway
Cairo 27 March 2004I asked myself: Could I be Really 100% honest? Notice the "Could I" part meaning Could I tell everything about myself, about my life, my stories, findings, beliefs? Could I be 50% or 10% honest? and hide the "private" rest? I found myself asking: Should I be Really 100% honest? Notice the "Should I" part meaning Should I really do it? and Why Should I? To share my knowledge and experience with everyone?! Well, but Should I do that to everyone or to a selected people that I care for? so honest to ALL or SOME people? Even if it is possible? that is I Could and I Should! Would I like to be honest? Notice the "Would I" part meaning Would I really like to be admittedly an open book to everyone? and What happens If I change, or develop to someone else! Well may be I should date it and say this is me today and only today!! Does that make sense? Do we change at all afterall? or Should I write about who I think I am in general. parts of me that I believe is unchageable... Born with it, my DNA as I think it is?? so be honest about me or my DNA? even if If I reach an agreement that (Lets say) I Could only be 10% honest & that I Should be honest only to some people. Would I still like it? so in summary: Could I be honest? Should I be honest? Would I be honest? Amazingly my answer is I COULD I SHOULD I WOULD SO HERE WE GO: As a child: I longed for balance in my life, I longed to have a stable life, I longed for happiness. As a teen ager: I developed an intimate personal conversation with myself, I even kept a diary. That was crucial in developing the artist in me, I even started my first artistic outlet, a school under-cover magazine!. It was then I knew I could, I should and I prooved to myself I would... be myself. It was then that I learned the beauty of literature, theatre, film, all art forms really. As a man, I knew I am closer to the real test. To really be honest with thyself and stand up for who I am. Be a real Man. But it took much longer than I ever expected. 10 years I say. more later... I'm
Back... (..well Later..!)
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